My Lord Shyamasundara
He said: what do you think?, should we go away?
I answered: but can we take the deity of Lord Shyamasundara with us?...
Knowing that I live in Your house along with You is a comfort to my soul
For when I am apart from you I long so much to see the brilliant glance in your eyes that my heart aches
To know that even though it is not permitted I may approach You and hold Your hand or caress Your face
I love the moments that our eyes meet, but in fact it is not the eyes but as though my heart merges into You…
I love it even more when you hide, when you ignore, when you play, but I know You are always there…
and then I get to express my love for you, but no matter which way it happens it is always Your loving grace.
My Lord, my heart cries with excitement when I think of You…
even when times are rough I can't help to feel anything but love for you…
How I wish that every minute of my existence will be filled with Your presence in me
and so then I become a part of you…
Those are the moments I wish my mind will fade away so there will not be even as much as a loving thought that separates me from you
Thank you my Lord for tolerating being in a heart like mine …and even though I don't deserve this, please My Lord please don't ever leave…